When is enough, Enough?

I need to vent and I'm glad I have this blog to vent. Why is it that people say "you deserve someone/something better than me?" And they give a lame bullshit excuse why? I mean, why would I be invested in someone for so long if I didn't think there was a future between us?

I'm fed up with hearing these lame ass excuses. Yes, things are not perfect at the moment, we are not living our lives how we want to live them, but to give up a future because you are impatient? Perhaps, that's the real reason people shouldn't be together, the other person is too weak.

I'm nearing the point where I just wanna say fuck it! FUCK IT ALL! After all I've done, it just seems it was all in vain. One can only do so much, while the other just muddles through. Perhaps, this is just my moment of weakness.

I won't give up that easily, not after all I have done.