So, today is Thanksgiving. The day we say what we are thankful for. Yet, here is where everything is "blah". But it's not. Today is reminded how much I have to be thankful for. A very loving family. Friends who love me unconditionally. And love. Yes, love.
What's love without wonderment and astonishment? The truth, nothing. Love is everything in one's life. Love just isn't a four letter word that is uttered with each passing day, love is so much more. I believe love is happiness and pain. Happiness in that one cannot live with the thing that makes them lose sense. Lose all control of one's thoughts. Yet, the pain of knowing one cannot live without the other.
There in lies the conundrum. Who is who? Which is which? The answer? It isn't so simple. For me, it's who I want to be. Not only what the world sees, but the most important, who I see myself as.
I'm not a person who changes for someone else. Someone who tears happiness and love apart. I am a believer in love. I am love. I absolutely love who I am.
I am not someone who waits around for love. It's out there. I feel it. My soul craves it. Love is what lives within. I don't need someone else to make me believe it. I totally grasp it. Love. You seductress you. Yet. Yet, love is this emotion I can never live without.
My love is out there. He accepts me for me. No worries, expectations or wants. He loves who he met. Religion and all.
So, as this blog comes to a close, I bid these readers a wonderful prayer. May your love always love you for who you are. You're pitiful ways of the world. The fairytale life we crave. Never settle for less. We are who is who we are.
In the past I settled for less. People who loved for the exterior but what I found out is, who loves me for me? We deserve someone like this. Who loves us for who we are. Not someone who they have to "get to know".
What's at that? Who settles for 'It will get better'? Not me. I will not settle. I will not change my odd, fairytale endings, for 'blah'. I, we, deserve so much more.
So, in this finale blog post, in this site, I leave you with this. Love who you are. Love your mistakes, your faults. We wouldn't have gotten here without it. Learn. Learn what makes you happy. Learn who you are. Learn.
My life isn't ending with this. Only my blog. I will continue on. So, here I come, life. Hope. Future. Love.
Love.
May we all have our love.
I love you. I don't know you. But, human, I do love you.
I love you.
Shiłhnzhuu.
What's love without wonderment and astonishment? The truth, nothing. Love is everything in one's life. Love just isn't a four letter word that is uttered with each passing day, love is so much more. I believe love is happiness and pain. Happiness in that one cannot live with the thing that makes them lose sense. Lose all control of one's thoughts. Yet, the pain of knowing one cannot live without the other.
There in lies the conundrum. Who is who? Which is which? The answer? It isn't so simple. For me, it's who I want to be. Not only what the world sees, but the most important, who I see myself as.
I'm not a person who changes for someone else. Someone who tears happiness and love apart. I am a believer in love. I am love. I absolutely love who I am.
I am not someone who waits around for love. It's out there. I feel it. My soul craves it. Love is what lives within. I don't need someone else to make me believe it. I totally grasp it. Love. You seductress you. Yet. Yet, love is this emotion I can never live without.
My love is out there. He accepts me for me. No worries, expectations or wants. He loves who he met. Religion and all.
So, as this blog comes to a close, I bid these readers a wonderful prayer. May your love always love you for who you are. You're pitiful ways of the world. The fairytale life we crave. Never settle for less. We are who is who we are.
In the past I settled for less. People who loved for the exterior but what I found out is, who loves me for me? We deserve someone like this. Who loves us for who we are. Not someone who they have to "get to know".
What's at that? Who settles for 'It will get better'? Not me. I will not settle. I will not change my odd, fairytale endings, for 'blah'. I, we, deserve so much more.
So, in this finale blog post, in this site, I leave you with this. Love who you are. Love your mistakes, your faults. We wouldn't have gotten here without it. Learn. Learn what makes you happy. Learn who you are. Learn.
My life isn't ending with this. Only my blog. I will continue on. So, here I come, life. Hope. Future. Love.
Love.
May we all have our love.
I love you. I don't know you. But, human, I do love you.
I love you.
Shiłhnzhuu.
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